confessionsabouteatingdisorders:
Once I lose the weight, I’ll pick up the pieces, and everything will be fine. I’ll get my friends back, my family will love me again, I’ll party and laugh and run on the beach in a skimpy bikini. I’ll find love, I’ll know what it’s like to enjoy sex without wanting to kill myself for being the size I am. But it’s taken me too long. I’ve lost everything. Even if I lose the weight now I’m not sure I can get my life back.
